Overthinking (feat. DEATHUNTO$AiLOR!)

Uh, uh
PTK boy, yeah
Shoutout Audie
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Look
Aye

Overthinking to the point that it's taking over
Got a lot of cold shoulders
Wonder what I ever did
To get so disrespected
It's not like my life already sucks
Man, I'm so perfected
Been tryna aim for perfection
My mind full of it all
Looking at my reflection
I see my soul and I bawl
Journey through hardships
I swear I done seen it all
A lot of people I helped up watched me fall
Into my dark abyss
But that's what got me all my hits
Within the darkness spits
This little kid to the apocalypse
His pops dismissed 2Pacalypse
And moms just hissed and pissed
And reminisced on 90s bliss
I can't resist the art exists
Two parts my heart was torn to bits
What formed a home inside my ribs
Was Kendrick, Em and Pac and Big
So who you think the goat? It's obvious
My cockiness attracts the audience
Into my godliness
Insomnia is creeping
So I write with lots of sloppiness
These rappers see my life
And they go around and just copy this
But please proceed with cautiousness
I'll kill you with obnoxiousness
Can't nobody rhyme like this
I deserve the throne
I done upgraded my accomplishments
Rappers look at my last three albums
And wanna body it
But really should embody it
Never meant to hurt no feelings
I got a cold heart
Came in the game being myself
Man that's a bold start
And by the time I'm 23
Man, I'll be who controls the charts
And foot on full throttle, I'm gassing
You rappers go-carts
Not only killing newbies
Ripping on you old farts
Bodied your own sound
That I had mastered
Took the game and reroute it
I'm the rap games bastard
I could go for 7 hours
And still wouldn't get tired
If you say you're a machine
I guess I'm differently wired
Cuz I done came thru the dirt
The mud
And the struggle and fire
I could make a billion by 31
And still won't retire
That's how I'm feeling now
A lot of rappers from the city getting cocky
But they ain't been around
Claiming that they so slept on, give me a break
I've been rapping for 10 years
And I just now got 100K
Streams or dollars
I'll let you decide
Y'all euthanized my community, telling your bold lies
I gave the youth the ability to go testify
And say that I'm the greatest rapper
Dead or alive

That's how I'm
That's how I'm
That's how I'm feeling now
Feeling now (Okay)

Seeing life in a whole different light
I had to focus my sight
But still feel something ain't right
Steady nagging at me
Like an animal who gon' bite
Honestly, I feel like I
(I don't think they get it)
Uh!
Why am I overthinking
And sinking deep down in my thoughts
I feel like I was ripped off
I put the mazel in tov
Drowning in pessimism
But there is no water at all
My demons battle and brawl
Sneak dissers creeping and crawl
If I catch 'em lacking
Then it won't be sweet
I let the brodies hop out the ride
And we like four deep
I told the cowards to close they eyes
And just count they sheep
Wanna live eternal
Immortalize and my soul to keep
Mind's racing
And it's taking a lot
To stop spinning
The block real hot, sizzlin'
Like a pot
Feeling it like Tupac's
Legacy lives through me
Enemies said "you'll bleed"
Jealousy what you see
Devilish tendencies
Ou! Was pessimistic
Blaming myself for things
That I didn't do, hella minuscule
Patience when my blood runs thin
Look what it did to you
I just keep my head up
I'm fed up with all this ridicule, yeah