If

If I had known that it was gonna end the way it did
That we'd be hiding all our pain behind defensiveness
I would've never let you walk out
To cry until your colors were all washed out
If I had known that we'd be judged no matter what we'd say
That we wouldn't be in touch and stop talking everyday
Oh I wouldn't have put my friends over you
I would've done my best to try and work it out with you

Things got blown out of proportion baby
I don't do well with emotions
It comes off as shady
To be forced on separate sides
And then told to blame each other
That will leave you paralyzed
Nothing else to do but suffer
And that's what we did
No one is to blame
We're just a couple of kids running out
Of energy
This is our sign we weren't meant to be

If I had known
If I had done something more
Maybe then our hearts wouldn't have been shred and torn to bits
No oh
If I had known
If I had done something more
Maybe then my heart wouldn't have slipped down a hole like this
If I had known

If you had known that I was hurt and going through it too
I had to plan my future while going to school
Would you have seen my absense as a cry of help
Would you have read my text to look beyond myself
If you had known it'd be way bigger than it ever should've
If you had seen that I was scared as f to ever lose us
Would you have maybe asked me what I really thought
Would you have maybe called me before all was lost

Baby we were bleeding
You can't call that love
Doesn't matter who did what with all the damage done
We were forced on separate sides and then told to blame each other
It left us paralyzed
Nothing else to do but suffer
And that's what we did
No one is to blame
We're just a couple of kids running out
Of energy
This is our sign we weren't meant to be

If I had known
If I had done something more
Maybe then our hearts wouldn't have been shred and torn to bits
No oh
If I had known
If I had done something more
Maybe then my heart wouldn't have slipped down a hole like this
If I had known