village boy

The is young boy
From a from a small village
Raised by his grandmother
After my both of his parents passed away
He was very young at that time
So he barely recall himself
Saying mother or father to them
Barely remember their voices
He says sometimes
He wonder what life would be Like?
If they were still here
But only god knows and Everything happens for Reasons...
But the strong old lady
Had faith in him and
Raised the boy with her children
Like their own and
They always used to say
That his parents were good People
With good heart's
Making him imagine
How would they have
Influenced his life
Yeah
Growing up he says
He was shy in junior high school
Up until he started listening
To rap songs and
Got influenced by the rap culture
That's when he started feeling
Himself felt like he finally
Found himself then
High school came he says
He wasn't coolest but
Felt like the coolest
That's when he dropped
His first track some liked
The track and some didn't
As well as some girls that
He liked but some
Didn't felt same way
But he didn't gave a fuck
Cuz he was chasing his dreams
That's when he started having
Trouble with balancing between School and his dream cuz he started
Not believing in school anymore
Felt like it was just a waste of time
And started beefing with teachers
And failed that year
And got dismissed from
The school that year
At that time he was in eleventh grade
His family was very disappointed In him and they started to suspect
That he's on drugs so
He had to move to another village
In a different school to finish his 12th grade it was the first time
He had to be separated from
His family so it was very hard
And challenging for him
That's when the feeling of
Paranoia started looming all over him
And felt lost and abounded
And that's when he started
Smoking weed trying to escape
From the pain he felt
But he kept strong passed 12th grade
And he says never liked school
Cuz it's a long -term goal
Just like his dream
So now he had 2 long term goals
But feels like he's running out of time
And now he in college shit
And still rapping cuz it's only thing
That kept him going
And still keeps him going

But slowly realising that things Ain't always as they seem to be
Remembering that the light can Be dark and knowledge is power
And that's real shit fuck all fake shit