Disposable

Haven't been feeling like myself,
I get awkward around people can't you tell, (I Do)
I'm insecure about things that I never felt,
I lost my confidence,
And sometimes I hate myself, (sometimes I hate myself)
I feel like I'm the problem so I separate myself,
Doing that too much can be bad for your Heath,
Me and pops got into it but be never been around,
Yeah, I love you But the past gone always be around,
All the let downs, made me feel like I'ma let down, (trash)
Disposable how I feel when they come around,
Hate to be alone, I just miss you in the bed now,
different women keep my mind off Ryan now,
Sex can't compare but I know they got the cooking down,
She opened her mouth wide and she said she want my kids now,
Music to my ears I just love how that shit sound, (say it)
Haven't felt like myself in a while now,
Haven't felt like myself in a while now,
Exotic smoke keep me high now, (gone)
Paul Pierce I'm Da truth,
Ain't no way ima die down, (too hot, too hot)
Enormous, how I feel now,
Bigger then the temptations somebody call Motown, (call em)
They can't reach me if they tried now,
Fuck the critics,
They won't understand my life if I broke it down,
(Fuck em)
Ight,
Let's break it down,
Joy only came around for me to pound her down,
Just the confront she needed she ain't stayed around,
I'm so use girls leaving they don't stay around,
Once I give em what they seem to let me down,
Lover boy turned player like I'm Drayton Jackson, (who?)
That's bill Bellamy for ones that ain't get the reference, (Playa)
I was living wit my heart on sleeve,
Late bloomer I can't lie pussy did change me,
When I got to college I was changing good girls to freaks,
Rik the freak, that's my name but let's keep it discreet, (true)
I was living on the edge of my seat, seeking triller
I was at a party every week,
To tell the truth ion really know what happen to me,
Covid happened, now everything so weird to me,
Everything seem so weird,
Everything been feeling so weird,