Catalyst

You were a photograph I never hung on my wall
You were a mystery that I never got to solve
You were the catalyst to the worst thing of all
And you were me, you were me

You spread like wildfire through the trench of my soul
You tore every building down, and you still wanted more
You stole the best parts of the day, in all the worst ways
And you were me, you were me

But I will not sit here and cry any tears for myself
I wouldn't dare, I wouldn't dare
Cause tears are reserved for the ones who deserve them
And I did this to myself

You found the best of me and you took her by the hand
And led her straight into destruction at the expense of her own sanity
I tried to fight you off for days but I couldn't hold it anymore
And I let you be me

But I will not sit here and cry any tears for myself
I wouldn't dare, I wouldn't dare
Cause tears are reserved for the ones who deserve them
And I did this to myself

Too many nights spent staring at the wall
Too many smiles plastered on
Too numb to notice that my hand was in the fire
Too tired to care

Too many nights spent staring at the wall
Too many smiles plastered on
Too many reason to cry too many tears
But I wouldn't dare

Cause tears are reserved for the ones who deserve them
And I did this to myself
Cause tears are reserved for the ones who deserve them
And I did this to myself
I did this to myself



Credits
Writer(s): Rylie Cowan
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