Here & Now

(I made this track over a year ago)
(We are stronger than our mind perceives)
(More powerful than our hearts believe)
(It's about when growing up)
(How I had many close friends)
(And some of them were jealous)
(Who gave me advice on relationships)

(And having longer successful years)
(I had a wingman who gave fake advice)
(Eventually instead being "under their wing")
(I decided to try my own way)
(Of finding a wonderful female partner)
(Which felt more original yet fundamental)
(And ultimately it became better suited)
(In this song I was telling a female friend)
(How I viewed the experience of heartbreak)

Cause I don't know why
People the way that they are
But I know why I am
The way that I am
I can see you wanna be

Part of that life where
You think you wanna
Figure out all of
My problems for nothing
Just cause you
Wanna be apart
Of the crowd
Of the here and now

Let them know
I been through it
I ain't new to
None of this shit
That I seen
I been always
On through it
I was always Altor

Feeling the way I did
I feel so overruled
Got many things
Pushing me to
Be a different way
I don't know
What it could do
Why you movin' too soon?

Hey cuh caught up
With the gang gang gang
In every lane
Often thought of things
Ah prompted things
Thought of ways ugh
I was under your wing
And you told me that

I'd have longer days
But I still feel like
Life is shortening
Most times I'd wonder
What could happen
I said I wanna be different
The fautor nigh I feel like I

Oriel and the life
Erratic in the skies
I wonder what you like
I wonder what you want
But chouse, saying your wowed?
I said I don't know why why why
I don't even know why
You could even tell me
I was just trynna
Go and try to figure it

I don't know what happened
I don't know why I don't why
But I got xerophthalmia
Formed in my eyes
But I been trynna figure it out
So I don't wanna have
Any kind of doubts
But I know it happens
Sometimes right now
I don't know what it could've
Been right now but...

Cause I don't know why
People the way that they are
But I know why I am
The way that I am
I can see you wanna be
Part of that life where

You think you wanna
Figure out all of
My problems for nothing
Just cause you
Wanna be apart
Of the crowd
Of the here and now
Look ugh just
Part of that crowd
Just apart of hault?
For the here and now