Best Highs

Ummm, I remember when I got off the stage

I remember getting a gut feeling and just knowing it was over
And, um, I saw him looking down
Or, that I needed to go look about something in his phone, or
I was having dreams a lot
And, I like saw, like a, and I was like
I just remember waking up one day
I was like "Hi", like

Highs never last long enough
Highs never last long enough
Highs never last long enough
Best highs never last long enough
Used to want a dad in my life, now he wants a son
Used to want a dad in my life, now he—
But best highs never last long enough
Best highs never last long

I do what I want, I'm in charge of myself, girl
Liquor make it hurt less when I'm starving myself, girl
Rich, but we ain't eatin' and it's hard for my girl
Empty stomach
I can't even keep it hard for my girl (I remember when—)
Best highs never last long enough
Smiles in the kitchen but bathroom I'm throwin' up
I know I'm my mom's son, just my mom's son
I know I'm my mom's son, just my mom's son
Put my pride aside, I asked Jeanine to be my girlfriend
Two weeks in, I'm the reason that my girl's sick
She might want payback, cheatin' that's a whirlwind
Every time I tour and hit the world, the world win
I had dreams of being like Drizzy in the studio
I get high from hunger, so I'm all dizzy in the studio
I work so fucking hard, a hundred songs, I scrap 'em all
Shit, I've been off
I got my fans wondering like "Is he in the studio?"
Fear is the problem, fans want the album
Label want hits, I feel like I don't got 'em
Only thing in common between everybody watching
Said they loved the real him
But they don't know a thing about him

Highs never last long enough
Highs never last long enough
Best highs never last long enough
Best highs never last long enough
Used to want a dad in my life, now he wants a son
Used to want a dad in my life, now he—
But best highs never last long enough
Best highs never last long