Lonely

Am I going to be lonely
Forever
Seems I'm only at peace while I'm asleep
Wake me up when September
Make it December
These holidays aren't really meant for me
Thought we'd grow old together
It's whatever
The world is full of liars, cheaters, and thieves
Said I'm going to be lonely
Forever
Forever stuck living in misery

I thought it was meant to be, how could you up and leave
This shit turn ugly, there ain't no trust I see
Can't find no Mrs.Right, fight with the ones I likes
Keep fucking up my life, can't be alone at night
So I will try again, try again, thought it was true, but you lied again
Who the fuck you've been piping?, who you thinking 'bout while I be divin' in?
Do you ride with him? Does he know you a freak?
Thought you was mine but you here in the streets
A killer, an eater, Dahlmer in pink
That pretty young thing, turned to a beast
Ain't no friend of mine, ain't no friend of me
A lot I got to do, a lot I got to see
What I got to do?, who I got to reach?
Who I got to be to read the prophecy?
Why you stopping me? from trying to rock the dream
Got to live love and peace, reach the highest feats
Fly and spread my wings, can't accept defeat
So does that mean I'm going to be lone?
Am I goin' to be okay? Am I goin' to get through this pain?
Stepping over all the puddles of rain
Waking up, I'm trying to make a change
Still trying to lay next to you, still trying to get through
So could somebody please tell me the truth

Am I going to be lonely
Forever
Seems I'm only at peace while I'm asleep
Wake me up when September
Make it December
These holidays aren't really meant for me
Thought we'd grow old together
It's whatever
The world is full of liars, cheaters, and thieves
Said I'm going to be lonely
Forever
Forever stuck living in misery