MONSTER

Didn't wanna be alone
But here with you I'm feeling lonely too
Lessons of the past
Speaking from a future point of view

Do you ever stop talking long
Enough for me to hear my own thought
Always making sure your voice is louder
Silenced to retain my power

Every time I leave
Play on my empathy
Keep on convincing me to come back to you
Energy like crack to you
And you're drainin me

Got my voice above a ten
Arguin with my own damn common sense
Wear me down
Tired of always defendin what I didn't do
And baby you

You've been gettin comfortable complainin
About the endin you created
Look at the Monster that you made me

Who you knew is dead and gone and changin
Tolerated and ran out of patience
Look at the Monster that you
Look at the monster that you made me

Baby
Tell me
What it is you think I'm made of
When you
Hold me
Have me draped up on your arm
Am I a doll that you think you can
Manipulate tell what the fuck to do and
Slowly turn into another you
To accommodate the healing you won't do

Let your ass show when you're talking to me
And after everything you still don't see
How fucking and making love were never the same thing

Did you ever even really wanna know about me
Whats my favorite color motherfucker
Do you know my language as a lover
Man I swear that you been undercover

Said you ain't fond of my garden
Then you came to saturate my land
With your water and your drama man
You ruined most the trust I had
Then you
You took it all with you
Took me to your world with you
Thought I could be your muse
Confused the word home with you
But my soul feels alone with you
Now

Notice you've been comfortable complainin
About the endin you created
Look at the monster that you
Look at the monster that you made me

Who you knew is dead and gone and changing
Tolerated and ran out of patience
Look at the monster that you
Look at the monster that you made me

Made me

Words wrapped around my throat
Know it's time to let it go
Everything is up in smoke
And in the thick of it I'm tired of choking



Credits
Writer(s): Kyra Betts
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