My Life (1st Edition)

I feel nervous, we're here at the start
Time is moving forward and I'm falling apart
All these things to remember and it's shaking my heart
Newly woke and new beginning
Too much spending and I didn't listen, now I'm broke and I feel alone (alone)
Where do I find friends, talking ain't my strongest
When I get nervous I just want it to end (to end)
Reading out emails, jargon stuns my mind
Can't understand a word but I'm out of time
Cause I'm

Paralyzed, deep inside
My mind is frozen and thawed in the afterlife
Can't speak but my mind speaks hundred times I'm
Paralyzed, deep inside
The caves run thin and my mouth is wired
I cry for life
This is my strife

These roads don't dictate the way that I walk
My mistakes don't impact the way that I talk, yeah
It's just the way of life (life)
We learn from what we do
It's how we learn not to do it again
And If we do we're still learning and that's just how it is
You know everything takes time
TikTok on the clock, got to hurry this up
Time stops for nothing let's get to the top
Now I'm

Paralyzed, deep inside
My mind is frozen and thawed in the afterlife
Can't speak but my mind speaks hundred times I'm
Paralyzed, deep inside
The caves run thin and my mouth is wired
I cry for life
This is my strife