So Alone II

Sometimes I feel like my own life isn't worth it
And all these feelings in my heart are just a burden
I justify the hurt she gave me as deserving
And everybody by my side just ends up hurt too
I deserve to be alone
All The ones that I love, are the ones that hate me most
And I'm soo done with being hurt
Yea you know I'm soo alone
Yea
I put my heart on my sleeve and She broke it
Knew she was toxic the minute She stole it
Now it's just me and the blunt That I'm smoking
If you fuckin' hated me why did You cloak it?
I'm so alone
Ain't nobody hit me up, they just Leave me alone
I don't ever get those messages On my phone
So I guess it doesn't matter if I Leave you alone

Sometimes I feel like my own life Isn't worth it
And all these feelings in my heart Are just a burden
I justify the hurt she gave me as Deserving
And everybody by my side just Ends up hurting too
I deserve to be alone
All The ones that I love, are the Ones that hate me most
And I'm soo done with being Hurt
Yea you know I'm soo alone

Everybody saying that they love me come around and prove it
Just because you playing what im dumping, you are now my crew, its
Mentally dismaying, Im portraying all this pain with the slaying
In creating all these eighteens, we are not congruent
Still so alone
Got chills on my bones
Pop pills, piles powned
Im killed from my own
Dumb choices, the void is
Annointing voices to poison
And all these noises destroying
My voice, just shortly im noiseless
Gotta pick a new profession
And lessen
All of the stressing
Guess im destined
To protect em
Projecting my imperfections
This a question got me stressing
It's messing with my impressions
Who will be protecting me
When met with my relfection
If it wasnt for the ganja
I wouldn't be up on ya
Ripping like a kickflip
Yall a ripstick, not a problem
Cause yall synth and im the model
Still not shit that kids should follow
Cause im sick of shit they spit
They sick like zits and imma pop em

Yeah I'm so alone
Don't wanna pick up my phone
Always hated myself, kept it on The low
I really did love you though
But I had to play this live show
My future faded so slow
Guess dating you was just so I Could grow
So my future could glow
So I could see something, other Then suicide
Every night when I'm sitting in My bed with dread, in my head
Sorry everyone but I'm gonna Put a bullet through my head



Credits
Writer(s): Caleb Huggins, Lucas Parton
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