One for the Angels

If I keep on I'll be tired of this life
And I won't
No i won't keep on trying different things
People think they know it all but I just don't see the point
I don't want to exist but I don't want to die
Is there life
After life cuz I don't want to leave my family behind
All alone

Look
Listen I'm not suicidal
If my therapist asking
If my family asking
If my little brother asking I'm
I'm not suicidal
If my therapist asking
If my family asking
If my lil brother asking then tell him I got him
I'll always be here even hitting rock bottom is not as bad as being dead in a coffin
But even then I got him
Listen the problems you got could be solved
Just give it time and if that don't work
Then trust in your god
Trust in his word
Trust me I know that I'm not that religious
But take it from me I've been down at my worst
At times that I needed some one to be there for me
He kept me from me, I needed that desperately
Because I can get dangerous
Alone in my room it ain't safe with
The knifes and the belt that I'd hang with
My friends don't pull up on the daily
Sometimes I be feeling they hate me
And most of them think I be playing when

I don't want to exist but I don't want to die
Is there life
After life cuz I don't want to leave my family behind
All alone

But it's all good
Because you know I won't
Even though I don't feel alive
Even though I should
Visit more I
Don't do my part at times
My bad
My Mom
My Dad
They won't
Keep on
My life's
Too short
I know
But I'm alright
Been a minute huh
Feelings don't come out when I'm feeling them
They just start spilling out when I'm writing them down
I've been feeling so down
I don't give a fuck now
I'm just tryna get out
I don't feel like I found
My place to be bound
My sound will go around no matter where I'm at
But I need to relax and I can't where I'm at
Hope you understand

I don't want to exist but I don't want to die
Is there life
After life cuz I don't want to leave my family behind
All alone

No I won't
No I won't
No I won't be gone
No I won't
No I won't
No I won't be long
Close your eyes
In the night
I'll be by your side
In this life
In the next one
In all of nine
But it's hard to be around now
I can't let y'all down now
Promise I'll start praying
If you do the same
Tell him keep me safe
Because I need everything you got
I need god
I'll be fine when

I don't want to exist but I don't want to die
Is there life
After life cuz I don't want to leave my family behind
All alone



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Writer(s): Hugo Soto
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