Suicide...

I used to be in school with a kid
He didnt quite look like all the others
He came from nothing, no dad,
Lived in a shitplace with barely any food on the table
This kid was only 14 no friends, no one to claim his joys with
Every day was a living nightmare for him,
Always waiting for the daylight to end
Little pete hated school,
He would get picked on, punched, crunched
New day, new life he thought to himself. Day by day
He became more and more souless
The popular kids always founds new ways to hurt him
Yet I stood by and did nothing
One day pete thought to himself
Should he leave this evil place

Rich bullies got him fucked up
At home Mom is drugged up
dad left with no pitstop
Oh pete you might be different
But theres nothing wrong with difference
Rich bullies got him fucked up
At home Mom is drugged up,
Dad left with no pitstop
Oh pete you might be different
But theres nothing wrong with difference

Little pete started writing a note
thinking it was the easiest thing
A new schoolday starts, pete saw the kids rapping,
One kid started dissing pete
Going " why don't you kill yourself, you're fucked up
Mom is drugged up, gay ass kid, Just neck urself "
Pete ran away, bursted into tears

Prom comming up, but no girls wants to waste their breath on him,
Got him feeling alone
All the loneless getting stocked up, up inside him
Brain rotten, heartless, fucked up lonelyness
One day the bullies found petes letter and posted it to everyone
Man this is fucked up, this is so sad, but what the fuck should I do?

Rich bullies got him fucked up
At home Mom is drugged up,
Dad left with no pitstop
Oh pete you might be different
But theres nothing wrong with difference
Rich bullies got him fucked up
At home Mom is drugged up,
Dad left with no pitstop
Oh pete you might be different
But theres nothing wrong with difference

I read the letter and it said " dear mom i hate myself,
Why am I broken, why does no one like me
Am I selfless? Am I careless,
Am I worthless like everyone says,
Mom im sorry for leaving you
I love you, but I still hate you.Goodbye "
Pete left in tears

Its a new day, pete doesnt show up
Im worried that he might not be here no more
A week has passed, im even more worried
But pete never came back
Later that day we got told pete hanged himself
What could I have done diffrent
Was it my fault that I didnt do anyting