Fall Up

Sometimes it's hard to wake up 'n still living what I've always fear
I'm afraid of what people said, but I pretend I don't care
In my mind are always present the memories of those who laugh at me
Trying to hide all my fears
They don't affect my life, is what I used to say
But what'll they think of me?
Tomorrow I'll be criticized, I'ma take your advice and hide
You say I'm wasting my time
That it would be easier if I give up
The voices were louder than my dreams
My hands are shaking, I can't close my fist
My eye staring to the ground
I can't stand my look, I never had a clue
Someone tell me, please tell me
You tell me what I have to do

I'm giving my all
When I can't I'll give even more
When I've been going down
You make me fall up
I'm giving my all
When I can't I'll give even more
When I've been going down
You make me fall up

Other times hating what I became
And looking for a new excuse avoiding to be rejected
The taste of of being defeated again and again
It's flying down my mouth to my chest, making a hole in my guts
And what'll you think of me, that I'm a looser right?
That I'll never make it, this is another mistake
That I have to get on my knees
And take the scraps cuz that's all what I'll get?
No more
I'll take this chance even if it's too late
I'll put myself on the most public place
And run complete the whole race even if they laugh at me
I know i'm not the bravest and still stare the ground
I'll just close my eyes and keep saying the same louder
This is not for you this is for me
This is not for you this is for me

I'm giving my all
When I can't I'll give even more
When I've been going down
You make me fall up
I'm giving my all
When I can't I'll give even more
When I've been going down
You make me fall up

Sometimes I remember you're here
Other times it's hard to get up off your knees
Sometimes I remember you're here
Other times it's hard to get up off your knees

Tell me I can't and then get out of my way
Tell me I can't and then get out of my face
Tell me I can't and then get out of my head
Tell me I can't and then get out
Tell me I can't and then get out of my way
Tell me I can't and then get out of my face
Tell me I can't and then get out of my head
Tell me I can't and then get out

I'm giving my all
When I can't I'll give even more
When I've been going down
You make me fall up
I'm giving my all
When I can't I'll give even more
When I've been going down
You make me fall up