Bury It (lost friend)

Don't spread a word of deception
Over a lifeless devotion
In summer 18 when we dropped it
I couldn't get back cause we lost it
And time froze over this crash
In a road that never meant to be lightened,
Our sun faded in the omen and
Sifted a dream that was so brightened
Don't blame me for this lack of profusion
It's all dissolved in your illusion
Perceive it please
I ran away when I lost my grip
It might have been wrong but I was too ensnared
Cause all what you did, it was to commit
To your own ego, and that was what you said
When you couldn't forgive
And you couldn't forget
Cause that's what I did when I would bow down
For your own mistakes and for the sake of us
Tell me please what's it behind the need to amend?
If it's not reviving the lung my friend
Then there's no need for all of this pretend
And you know I felt used and I couldn't defend,
Taken for granted and I didn't understand
All I knew is that I had to keep it in hand
And what hurts the most is that you knew how much it meant
And it's a resentment (it's a resentment)
The way that you've been (the way that you've been)
Acting so reckless (acting so reckless)
It made me so restless
I can't go back
I ran away when I lost my grip
It might have been wrong but I was too ensnared
Cause all what you did, it was to commit
To your comfort only and nothing else
Yet you had all the trust (yet you had all the trust)
Now it vanished to dust (now it vanished to dust)
So won't you leap out now out of the age of the ruth
And deepen your dig and bury an ugly truth