Dead Inside

It started out as fun
now it's serious
Used to make out,
getting loud - delirious
I'm far away from comfortable
Getting high on my own
And I wish I could forget
all your mean remarks
Didn't think it would hurt
but it did - thanks a lot
Great memories how we used to be
the dark days are coming to get me

Whatever I do
is going to waste
Did I hit the ground
I can't think straight
But i've learned that broken promises
Could bring you down
like knifes and bullets

I'm trying to be myself
but I don't take all the blame for you
And I won't pretend that I am fine
alright?
When I feel like dead inside

Do you remember
I got in trouble for things
Couldn't remember
there must've been something
in my drink
A blurry mess, a few dumb mistakes
I fucked up, it's not ok
But do you think that it's fair
that you're in love with my old self
And things that I once said
Hell yeah
I've got my habits and vices
just like you do
And we liked the flames
but didn't see through

Whatever I do
Is going to waste
Did I hit the ground
I can't think straight
I've learned that broken promises
Could bring you down
like knifes and bullets

I'm trying to be myself
but I don't take all the blame for you
And I won't pretend that I am fine
alright?
When I feel like dead inside

Dead inside
Dead inside
Dead inside
Getting high when we're feeling low
Suppressing things 'till they overflow
Yeah, it's been one hell of a ride
But it left me all dead inside

I'm trying to be myself
but I don't take all the blame for you
And I won't pretend that I am fine
alright?
When I feel like dead inside

I'm trying to be myself, but I don't
take all the blame for you and I won't
Pretend that I am fine, alright?
When I feel like dead inside
Left me all dead inside



Credits
Writer(s): Daniel Niebuhr, Darius Pesel
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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