Scars on me

I got these Scars on me
So when you see that blood
On the blank page bro
Just know I'm Scribbling down my pain
We gon get it
We not stopping until we chilling at the top

They said to get it to the top
I had to sacrifice so they can see me now
They have been coming for my weakness, but I never show my bruises
They just wanna see me faded
I've been dealing with dem stresses, saw my momma on her knees
My journey full of tears, asking the lord, please
PTSD, on the night
I saw my dad on the Glock they said, they want him dead
Conversations with my God
Let him live Another day

Got demons on my back
They say meditate fuck the scene left me with scars
Music got me through the pain
And I always scribble facts
I was 4, put their fingers on the trigger, they said they wanted more
I had to dive in blood, that's the way they let me go

Uhm uhmmmm, ehhh

Cold night, Cold night, Cold night, Cold night, left these scars on me
Cold night, Cold night, Cold night, Cold night, how I'm I gonna leave
Cold night, Cold night, Cold night, Cold night, left these scars on me
Cold night, Cold night, Cold night, Cold night, how I'm I gonna leave

Yeah
Phone on DND, Conversation with my aunt
I've been praying up to God I got a battle cries
I've been dealing with the scars, feels like I'm gonna die
Question running in my mind, are we living just to die
Taking pills in the night t-t-tryna take a nap
Small poor city, but I got big dreams
waiting for that day red light we turn green
See me looking at the skies, granny save me a star

Cold night, Cold night, Cold night, Cold night, left these scars on me
Cold night, Cold night, Cold night, Cold night, how I'm I gonna leave
Cold night, Cold night, Cold night, Cold night, left these scars on me
Cold night, Cold night, Cold night, Cold night, how I'm I gonna leave

When things went wrong, this is what I said to God
Help me keep me alive 'cause now I feel alone
I kept on fighting but nobody came close
That's when I realized that I had to do it on my own
I sat that very day and waited for the dawn
Friends that I called mine but everyone is gone
I'm living in the darkness but I wanna face the sun
They asked me if I could then I said yes I can
Cause I knew I was to make it by the time I stop my cry
Now I'm alone can anybody hear an answer this call
Wanna help the way I feel but everyone is gone
Helpless tryna find a way to make it home

Hello big bro you came a long way and there is still more to walk
Keep muting those scars with a smile until you get it to the top



Credits
Writer(s): Nicholao Migadde
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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