Treat Myself

Sick of all this judgement I should treat myself
I'll regret it in the morning so I'll beat myself up
I can't play pretend I should be myself
They say time is money so I can't afford to kill myself

Wake up in the morning with a nosebleed
You know what that means
Missed calls from the plug he's got what I need
Woke up with bruises cuts on like both knees
I check my bank account like oh that's a hefty fee
For some nights like these
That I forgot when its over
I regret when I'm sober
So please don't talk about it no
Coz I'm too young to care you really had to be there
I deserve all that's coming to me

Sick of all this judgement I should treat myself
I'll regret it in the morning so I'll beat myself up
I can't play pretend I should be myself
They say time is money so I can't afford to kill myself no

Like mirrors facing mirrors this emptiness expanding
I was high last night in the clouds but I came down with a crash landing
I got home drunk and I threw up in my bed
And I'm not just sick in the stomach lately I'm sick in the head
The doctor have me medication for it but I forget to take it sometimes
I mean I'm just a person
We all make mistakes apparently so why's my girlfriend still so mad at me for last weekend
I just want the world to crumble and swallow me up in it
I saw the video and yeah I looked fucked in it
Who knew the good life could be so embarrassing?

Sick of all this judgement I should treat myself
I'll regret it in the morning so I'll beat myself up
And I can't play pretend I should be myself
And I'm sick of all the judgement I should be myself
Treat myself right

Eurgh Jesus



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Writer(s): Daniel Aroesti
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