It Starts With a Scratch
Oh It starts with a scratch
Oh wait that felt good
It went deeper than you thought it would
It lasted for a second
Then it cooled down
But I think I deserve way more
Oh the pain is so much more than pain
It's the release of my own anger
Oh the pain is so much more than pain
It's the pain I think I deserve
The chemicals think I deserve it
The trauma thinks I deserve it
Depression thinks I deserve it
My brain thinks I deserve it
So tell me, over and over again
Do I deserve it
I'll only do it once
I became so addicted
I wish I could tell future self
Don't even start
For the pain is not worth it
You deserve much more than that
Oh the pain is so much more than pain
It's the release of my own anger
Oh the pain is so much more than pain
It's the pain I think I deserve
The chemicals think I deserve it
The trauma think I deserve it
Depression think I deserve it
My brain thinks I deserve it
So tell me, over and over again
Do I deserve it
I never wanted this to happen
I never wanted these scars
But you look at my arms and I say
Don't worry about it
It's in the past
Oh wait that felt good
It went deeper than you thought it would
It lasted for a second
Then it cooled down
But I think I deserve way more
Oh the pain is so much more than pain
It's the release of my own anger
Oh the pain is so much more than pain
It's the pain I think I deserve
The chemicals think I deserve it
The trauma thinks I deserve it
Depression thinks I deserve it
My brain thinks I deserve it
So tell me, over and over again
Do I deserve it
I'll only do it once
I became so addicted
I wish I could tell future self
Don't even start
For the pain is not worth it
You deserve much more than that
Oh the pain is so much more than pain
It's the release of my own anger
Oh the pain is so much more than pain
It's the pain I think I deserve
The chemicals think I deserve it
The trauma think I deserve it
Depression think I deserve it
My brain thinks I deserve it
So tell me, over and over again
Do I deserve it
I never wanted this to happen
I never wanted these scars
But you look at my arms and I say
Don't worry about it
It's in the past
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Writer(s): Isla Howard
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