Hela

Floating around with silence as sound
Hoping not to hit the ground
My voices starts to come around
Have no answers why I don't feel okay
Feel like life isn't the game I want to play

And I remember asking Hela for advice
She said "take my hand and don't think twice"
Straighten up little soldier
All you need is some closure
Or just a strong shoulder
Just try to forget her

Like fire in the madness
She burned my soul to ashes
But death is like a magnet

But from all the stuff that's going on in my head, yeah
And her just standing there and wanting me dead (I want it unsaid)
Won't you please let go and get a grip
I'm tired and sick of feeling this
Show me the way 'cause I can't stay

I felt a kiss, a taste so sweet (so sweet)
I'm not admitting to defeat

You came here asking for guidance
You can't shake the feeling of being divided

Cut these voices out before I turn into a maniac
I swear I'm never going back

Not looking to be a survivor
What would you rather?

Searching, finding nothing and it's hurting
Life is worth exploring and I want to be a part of it

I was drowning, thinking I would never feel better (better)
But here I am feeling stronger than ever (ever)
(I'm not going back)
(And since the weather isn't that bad)
I'm not going back
(I'm never going back)