In My Mind

Ahhhh ahhhhh ahhhh ahhh
Ahhhh ahhhhh ahhhh ahhhhhhh
See I remember the day
I mean way back in the day
When it was easy to love
And it was easy to stay
I had some problems and opps
But it wasn't competition
Finally found out it wasn't love
I had to pay attention
Summer-time was spreading light
I had to press rewind
Before I knew it
Sought the day to turn my back
Story of my life
Never the type to press the issue
Got me falling back
Thinking about you
Because I miss you
I'm the type of girl
Look up to Jesus who I pray to
Keep it coming in the long run
Cause they regret the hate too
Mental and emotional
Like riding a roller-coaster
Pictures of me holding you
But I gotta look over my shoulder
Bits and pieces flash away
I used to look up
Asking God if I could die today
Then I found purpose (Purpose)
Purposely I'm winning
Purposely I'm trending
It's the conversation
Usually in my mind
That got me tripping (Tripping)

Can't get these thoughts out my mind wish I could just hit rewind, replace em
In My mi-ind
Can't get these thoughts out my mind wish I could just hit rewind, replace em
In My mi-ind

This book coming with pages and chapters that's left unwritten
If I told you all this shit
Then you would probably say I'm tripping
Found the purpose in my pain now I know why he fucked me over
Walking in the store
Praying to God to keep me sober
Trynah keep a long life
Dedicated one wife
I got the perfect mystery
Stay the fuck up out of my life
Bitch I'm slashing tires and bussing heads because I'm fucked up
What don't kill you make you stronger
This I know because it's built up
Them lies be the devil
I wrap em up
And turn that shit into edible
Love is patient kind and gentle
If you hating its whatever
I wrote this song to stitch my heart
I'm trynah keep it together
With all this pain I'm steady bleeding
So I'm a-pplying pressure
Fell to my knees I'm in submission
I keep begging and pleading
If I wrote this pain
Would it hurt me
Or just help me to leave it
Cause in my mind I'll see the hurt again
Either hate me or love me
But I won't make demands (Yeaa)

Can't get these thoughts out my mind wish I could just hit rewind, replace em
In My mi-ind
Can't get these thoughts out my mind wish I could just hit rewind, replace em
In My mi-ind

See in my mind I'm trying to trash all (Tthis fucking jeopardy)
It cut so deep I'm steady digging guess this (Shit got the best of me)
Open my eyes wish I was dreamin but that (Shit was reality)
To make a diamond shine this good
(I guess it was what it had to be)

Can't get these thoughts out my mind wish I could just hit rewind, replace em
In My mi-ind

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Credits
Writer(s): Jazzy Thompson
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