Far From Fiction

Darling this is far from fiction
And your wander lust addiction
Is making it hard to position
My words in such a way
They make you want to stay

Cause this is far from a fairy tail
I get caught up in every stupid detail
Cause I can't help but ruin
Everything as we live through it
So it might as well be fiction
It's not like you ever listen

Okay I lied
But are we really surprised this time?

Cause there I was with shifty eyes
Shrugging shoulders checking time
Thought it was pretty clear to see
Why do you ever believe me?

No one in this world is free
Don't wanna lie you make me
Not totally honest some of its true
Of course I'm not in love with you

So when you see my pupils multiply
It's just because of the stupid sun
Blinding my stupid eyes
And no I wasn't staring at your face
Just staring off into space

Darling I'm not doing fine
Not doing well
Living in this handcrafted hell
Why can't you read between the lines
I'm without a spine
So I can't just come right out and tell

Darling this is far from heartache
Wish there was something I could just take
To rewind all my mistakes
And scramble this godforsaken
Cursed cassette tape

Cause there I am pacing again
You're in my bed I'm in the kitchen
Seems to me we're just good friends
But rules I bend just to pretend

You're not my missing puzzle piece
Not the last thing that I see
At night when I dream of the truth
Of course I'm not in love with you

So when you see my pupils multiply
It's just because of the stupid sun
Blinding my stupid eyes
And no I wasn't staring at your face
Just staring off into space

Darling I'm not doing fine
Not doing well
Living in this handcrafted hell
Why can't you read between the lines
I'm without a spine
So I can't just come right out and tell

Darling this is far from anything in the realm of possibilities
I'm lacking in humility

I'm congratulating myself
For reaching the forbidden jar of cookies
On the deadliest top shelf

I was told stay away from
Bad news
Bad news

Don't let something or someone
Get too close to you

Cause there I am the same old plot
The story's finished but I'm not
My feelings there in plain sight
I guess I didn't do this right

So when you saw my pupils multiply
Did you really think it was the sun
Blinding my eyes?

Darling I couldn't be less fine
Really not doing well
Living in this handcrafted hell

Feeling lost although I'm found
Out of hiding turn around
Face to face with the truth
You caught me I'm in love with you



Credits
Writer(s): Aurora Newcomb
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