Homesick

I've been feeling homesick everyday
I've been feeling homesick finding my way

Oi
How can I be, proud to be me?
Oh, how I'd believe and vow to achieve everything in 2003
When I was just a kid back in primary school
Thought rhymes were cool and bounced to the beat
I was bound to succeed
But now I can see you can climb the mountain but you might fall down
When you're found at the peak
With the crown in my reach, now I'm surrounded by greed
Mortified, this sort of life can change
Before your eyes like the sound of a C
Downing this beam, drowning
Confused as fuck likе "How was I clean?"
For a whole year
Whеn I had my missus and we split because of cold beef
I had more power, it seems
Fuck
I try to act like life don't matter but my mind's so scattered
Every night when my eyes close
I'm denied hope as these psychos chatter like
Right, yo, time to go get a knife
No
Or a tight rope, climb that ladder and just fly bro
Why tho? I don't wanna die
Won't matter, you ain't nothing but albino rapper
I went from cheap grog to free shots
To 'Camp round' to three lots of detox
Some say "Complete's lost so he's soft"
'Cause I get deep when the beat drops, these dogs
They're so judgemental
They should that you don't judge mental
Say something, this freak won't run
I don't need no gun, I can load up pencils
ArrrRRRRGHHH Gunshot (Yeah)
Fuck you and the haters who doubt me
Astounding the way that they pray for the day that I'm outtie
And hope that it's rainy and cloudy
They basically saying it proudly
And lately it's making me lousy
'Cause I can feel shame in my veins
When they say that the game would be greater without me

Fuckin' dickheads
You can suck my dick then
I've been feeling homesick
On a fuckin' mission
I don't really know if
People wanna listen
But I've been feeling homesick
So I'm coming home