her ethereal beauty. (feat. Visruti)

Don't pull me back into this madness
I'm running away from my flaws
Cross my mind and you'll die
Don't see yourself, through my eyes
I got a lot on my plate
Can't you see, this is my fate
Time's done made us paint
Now I'll never paint

I would never forgive ourselves
For how we loved
Every promise we made
Turned to dust

Hold his hands
And close your eyes
And you will see me

Look into my eyes, can't you see I'm terrified
It's different now, wish I could turn back time
My life's written and my arc's a villain
It's all beyond my control

I would never forgive ourselves
For how we loved
Every promise we made
Turned to dust

Hold her hands
And close your eyes
And you will see me

It's over now
It's over now
It's over how
It's over wow

I don't wanna paint my pains
I'm running away

And the last thing I remember
Lemon teas on a cold December
I know I was shady all summer
I could've called ya, but I stalled yeah
Now let me write my wrongs, it's all I got
I know a sorry won't fix it but I know what I'm sorry for

For the last time
I don't wanna hear that I'm in denial
I don't wanna hear all this
You both too far, two different Gods
You haven't met motherfucker, who you talking about, nah
They say she my downfall
Brace for impact, there won't be airbags
That I'm a hostage to her pheromones
That this is foolish love, and this ain't foolproof
They might just rewrite our letters so we can find someone better
But I don't want any better cause God I want her