Perfect

And I know I'm not perfect
And I can be a lot
Is it my name that you've been cursin'?
Know you'd be better with me gone
Gone, gone, gone, gone, gone
I know I'm not perfect
And I can be a lot
Is it my name that you've been cursin'?
Know you'd be better with me gone
Gone, gone, gone, gone, gone

Yeah
I know I'm not perfect like I wanna be
Lot of moments from my past, keep on hauntin' me
I guess I'm struggling with choices that I made
Do my best to be brave, but I feel like an anomaly
'Cause like
I'm always different from the rest
I worry about too much, and it's making me be depressed
I hate you then I love you, that's all in the same breath
Somedays wishing you would leave, 'cause I know I'm a trainwreck
Please don't
Stay here by my side
Maybe us together, we could find a way to fly
I can be a manic, little crazy but I try
Never wanna hold you back, even if that mean goodbye
Roll your eyes with a sigh
That probably don't make you feel loved
A wallflower child, not used to being enough
So I push away emotions, I'm good at breaking your trust
I get caught up with some demons that filling my mind with lust so

And I know I'm not perfect
And I can be a lot
Is it my name that you've been cursin'?
Know you'd be better with me gone
Gone, gone, gone, gone, gone
I know I'm not perfect
And I can be a lot
Is it my name that you've been cursin'?
Know you'd be better with me gone
Gone, gone, gone, gone, gone

It's like
I focused on being a better person
Praying every morning, I truly hope that it's working
Attention to the details, something I know for certain
That's improving on my anger when words I'm used to cursing
'Cause damn
Character's what other people see
Who am I, if I can't even practice what I preach?
Gotta, do better, and more than just writing letters
Think you told me this before, now both of us wanting better
Still I'm young, it's harder to accept than to listen
I hear all that you say, but never change my position
Understand that taking action is something totally different
Probably why you hear me out, and always been so forgiving
Guess the point
I think I'm tryna make with this song
Is I can be a lot and loose the place I belong
Obvious I bring you down, but somehow we carry on
And the truth is, I know that you're better off when I'm gone cause

And I know I'm not perfect
And I can be a lot (I can be a lot)
Is it my name that you've been cursin'?
(My name that you've been cursin')
Know you'd be better with me gone
Gone, gone, gone, gone, gone
I know I'm not perfect
And I can be a lot
Is it my name that you've been cursin'?
Know you'd be better with me gone
Gone, gone, gone, gone, gone

I know I'm not perfect
And I can be a lot
My name I know you're cursin'
Know you'd be better with me gone
Gone, gone, gone, gone, gone, gone, gone