walk home alone

I won't smoke until I'm twenty-three
And I have nothing left for me
I'm fine without a career
Or a job for a little while
But I'm not doing well today
Could you take me to another place?
I don't wanna lose my innocence

I'm gonna walk home alone
I'm not trying to be selfish
Just don't wanna end up like you
I hope you understand where I'm coming from
You'd do the same thing, too
Your mom's been in jail so many times
And you're starting to take after her, too
I'm gonna walk home alone
I'm not trying to be selfish
It's just the right thing to do

I woke up to a familiar feeling
The time has come this year
It's time to let my pessimism get the best of me
I never meant to end up like her
Or the people she hung around
It must have been something that I kept inside

Can you walk me home?
I don't wanna go alone anymore
Are you my chosen family?
Or were you chosen just for me?
Well, you can take this diamond shaped heart
And ram it right into the ground