Fantasy Freestyle

I used to think girls and money was the only way to go around
But now my views have changed I guess it's coz I'm older now
Unnecessary gatherings we just wanted to chit chat
We kicked back, we did this and did that
I had dreams of living life like a superstar
Imagination surpassed reality, drifted so far
Did not appreciate the little things that I had
I trusted society but it never had my back
See I'm the type to spit facts, observe and evaluate
If things get outta hand, to set it straight, I meditate.
Extinguish any loose ties, hanging off my compadres
No bad blood, no bad vibe come way
I've been climbing the mountain for years with no excuse
I had prior knowledge of all the circumstances that I choose
Like, you ain't guaranteed life support in the booth
Hence, I maneuvered on my lane and stayed focused on my root cause
I'm at a stage of my life, where I don't care no more
I'ma let my feelings fly and maybe we can see tomorrow
See I done been, and I done seen similar roads before
My loyalty cemented to these beats, and that's all I know
Now you can try and have me hanging off the ledge, but I bet
It'll last only last for a sec, and then I'm back to my set
And I guess, what I'm tryina is, with a rope on my neck
I won't move without intention, and no one can intercept
Malesh, you the shit I really rock with you boy
Oh you rockin' with me or you just rock with the noise
I know your kind too well, oh you just riding the wave
Oh you be tailgating knowing you ain't got shit to say, wallah
Did I hurt your feelings, oops
Maybe you don't wanna hear it, the truth
Well your outta luck, I'm still gone give it anyway
You laid your ass down for too long man you're overweight

Sometimes you don't end up where you wanna be
Sometimes you don't see the things that you wanna see
A lot of y'all, living in fantasies
Time to get back to reality

If things don't always work out the way it should
And this don't work out for me I know ill be all good
Cause things don't always work out the way it should
And if this don't work out for me, least I paid my dues

Since everybody wanna know, I might as well tell
Sometimes I feel like I'm sleeping in a jail cell
I'm hearing voices of people that ain't even there
Deceived by those advising to believe but don't even care
It's so crazy how we can move around with a mask on
Giving praise unnecessarily cause we can stand strong
Well perhaps, Let's say faith collapse
How long will it take for one to once again fill in the gaps. How?
I had to take a breather just to note to self
Crossed path with preachers who can't control they self
Telling me to do this and telling me to that
A bunch of hypocrites, cause I know they ain't never did that
So from now on only advice I'm taking will be my own
Cause I don't recall any hands being lent to put me on this zone
And I'm sorry if you're hurt but this my reality
It ain't as virtual as yours it's two different salaries
Believe what you see but make sure you have a reason to do so
Cause there's too many venomous heads floating about like medusa
It ain't about what's popping nor what appears to be cooler
There's a hierarchy, you can either follow rules or can become the ruler
Now I know exactly what I'm in for
Not to entertain and have you all screaming encore
Of course, I want you to have more but leave the more for tomorrow
I'ma make sure you get it, cause from now on I'm riding solo

Things don't always work out the way it should
Things don't always work out the way it should
Things don't always work out the way it should
And if this don't work out for me I know I'll be all good

A lot of y'all living in fantasies
Time to get back to reality
Living in fantasies
Time to get back to reality