Amnesty

It already hurts to know that
One day you'll say that you're mad at me
I know I'll keep fucking up
I've seen the saddest things
Growing up in the hood warps your reality
My mental state might still contain some abnormalities
The line between sanity and fantasy is a balance beam
But all I'm asking for is some amnesty
But first I got to give that to my family

Will I?
Will I?
I know I tried my best
Did I?
Did I?
What you said is in my head
Memorized
Memorized
Everything I said you
Minimized
Minimized
Will I?
Will I?
I know I tried my best
Did I?
Did I?
What you said is in my head
Memorized
Memorized
Everything I said you
Minimized
Minimized

That's what I said to my mom
She told me raise them the way you want
When you're raising your son
Who thought the day was gon come?
Now I see how stressed you were
With balancing payments and funds
That shit gon way on me
The same way that it weighed on you huh?
No break from the tension
I'm thinking about all the times I didn't get your attention
And it hits different
I made a vow that we would live different
But if I can't daddy's love is still infinite

It already hurts to know that
One day you'll say that you're mad at me
I know I'll keep fucking up
I've seen the saddest things
Growing up in the hood warps your reality
My mental state might still contain some abnormalities
The line between sanity and fantasy is a balance beam
But all I'm asking for is some amnesty
But first I got to give that to my family

Will I?
Will I?
I know I tried my best
Did I?
Did I?
What you said is in my head
Memorized
Memorized
Everything I said you
Minimized
Minimized
Will I?
Will I?
I know I tried my best
Did I?
Did I?
What you said is in my head
Memorized
Memorized
Everything I said you
Minimized
Minimized

I'm waiting for you to say that to me
Got a hunch that it's coming
If it ain't one thing it's something
You'll call me out on my shit
And I'll get a punch in the stomach
I'll call you out on your shit
I don't want your growth to be stunted
Like mine is and, chances are, we are like-minded
And I don't want you roasting me if you can write like this
And I just want you to fulfill all your bright ideas
Just know what's on my mind on a night like this

It already hurts to know that
One day you'll say that you're mad at me
I know I'll keep fucking up
I've seen the saddest things
Growing up in the hood warps your reality
My mental state might still contain some abnormalities
The line between sanity and fantasy is a balance beam
But all I'm asking for is some amnesty
But first I got to give that to my family



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Writer(s): Elijah Herrera
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