90mh - Remix

Hey, at least I'm alive
But for what, for fuckin' what?
For f
You got to give me a reason to liveup

I'm sick of the world that I'm living in
My life is a fraud now I'm giving in
Tried my best to cope, but I'm stressed out
Hey you gonna meet people trying to chase clout
I just wanted some love and acceptance
Guess it's too much too hard I'm accepting

Now I live but I really feel dead
To zone out this feeling I'm trying to take meds
But how do I get out my head
Most of these days I stick to my bed
Trying to wake up trying to spin on my head
Learn on some threads eat some healthy some eggs

I'm out of social media 'cause I'm anti-social
I don't care shit want to be no vocal
Fuck promotion I got no devotion
Will be living on these sounds till I find my potion
I don't need no care (I don't)

I don't need your roses when I'm dead
I don't need your token when I'm dead
I don't need your love when I'm dead
I don't feel my skin like I'm skeleton
To you I know that shit's irrelevant
Accuse me I rap like American
Guess this day is the age of comparison

I've been like going insane
Used to do a lot of shit now I refrain
Almost lost the cells in my fucking brain
Don't feel like listening to anyone any day
Feel I need to go away
This is not the best place for me
The lifestyle I'm thrown ain't supporting
Fake shit is all they promoting

Now I expect none I'm not hoping
Fake songs are winning I'm throwing up
I don't really care if I'm blowing up
I'll keep making music for that one friend who listens
I don't give a fuck what the whole world be thinking
You don't have to crap me I'm already sinking
Maybe I'm not even thinking
Maybe I'm not even thinking



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Writer(s): Utkarsh Kumar Singh
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