Hopefully I Die Tonight

I'm so lost
I've been trapped in this box i call my room for so long now
And I give up
But I don't really wanna let you go cause i promise that i

I won't die
I won't die
I won't die
Don't wanna leave you behind

And I won't lie
I look up high
I feel my heart is getting dry

I won't die
I won't die
I won't die
Don't wanna leave you behind

And I won't lie
I look up high
I feel my heart is getting dry

I won't die
I won't die
I won't die
Don't wanna leave you behind

And I won't lie
I look up high
I look for help and I'm getting tired

And I won't die
And I won't cry
Why can't you trust me once
I promise it's not a lie
I'm sorry I hurt you
I'm sorry I made it worse
Please tell me what to do
I told you it was my bad
Fuck
I just lost my mind right now
But i hope it will all be fine
I'm sorry I hit you so hard
Why is my life a fucking mess
It's better just for you to leave
Open that door and bring that dress
I promise I'll be fine by myself cause I

I won't die
I won't die
I won't die
Hopefully i die tonight

I can't do that
Cause I promise
That I will be
A better man for you

I won't die
I won't die
I won't die
Don't wanna leave you behind

And I won't lie
I look up high
I feel my heart is getting dry

I won't die
I won't die
I won't die
Don't wanna leave you behind

And I won't lie
I look up high
I look for help and I'm getting tired

I feel my heart is getting dry
I look for help and I'm getting tired