If It Was You

There are stories I can't tell
Too much pain and weight
In my chest I'd suffocate
Spent all night laying awake
Need to find a way to be okay
But I don't know how

Cause there's still chills inside my bones
Mind can't get back to logical
Some days okay, some terrible
First time I'd like to see a ghost

If it was you
If it was you

There are melodies I can't get outta me now
They're there but rearranged
Can't stay in one place
Gone by the end of day
I guess they don't wanna stay
Unlike our memory

Going on 5 years old
When I inhale I feel your soul
I know when I'm buried down below
It's you and me, final result
And that calms me down

Now I'm wondering
Now I'm wondering

If it was me would you feel the same
Would you want to say or hear my name
Would you be lost up in the clouds
To avoid going insane

Cause in this situation
I'm spread so thin
I just want to see your smile
Want to see your eyes light up again

Now if I set you free would you be proud of me
They say if you love them let them go
So they can feel eternal love and ecstasy

So what kind of friend would I be
If I left you in this state
Your captive in my tears
God knows that dams been prone to break
Almost every day I'm sorry
Please forgive me for the wait
I'll still feel you in my body
Just in a different place that's safe
Then I can say

We won't always feel the same
They say it gets easier every day
And I know that's not true
But I'm confidently saying

In every situation
When my patience is at it's end
I just think of you and smile
It was such a gift to be your friend