Trials & Tribulations

I can admit that i'm imperfect, I need to change for the better
I can't claim you as my twin if we ain't did dirt together
I just been looking for a home but I don't know where to settle
You can't look me as an equal we ain't on the same level
Been getting high up off this weed now I don't know where to land
Wish life was like a fairytale been looking for Neverland
'Member I was down bad on my dick all I needed was a hand
Know you want me to give my heart but I don't know if I can
I was looking for a chance and I stole it like a burglary
Tell them niggas I don't play bout my family, i'm shooting 33
Upping my worth feel like there ain't no girl deserving me
Ain't talking bout my song but I know for a fact you heard of me
Manifestation, I spoke it so I already know it's gone prosper
I ain't proud to say but I know killers who send shots like a doctor
LongLiveTy55 saying that still feel awkward
Y'all niggas fake and y'all be actors y'all deserve y'all an Oscar

Lords know I need to change, change, change
But they throw dirt all on my name, name, name
Tryna get my folks up out the projects
Definition of real one say baby i'm the concept
Trials & Tribulations feel like i'm losing the contest
All I ever ask was for love let's be honest

Since a child I been the chosen one mama told me I was destined
Life like a game, I'll shoot my shot like this a Smith & Wesson
God telling me just be patient, one day yea you'll learn a lesson
Been having thoughts about the reaper, guess this is my confession
They claim I switched since I been rapping but they the one broke bond
I know this rap life a dangerous game but the pros outweigh the cons
I just can't go out like that, cus i'm my momma's only son
Been a hustler I was taught to go get it from like the break of dawn
Ain't talm war we gone bang it out
Crop the pic ain no hanging out
Life hard took a different route
Danger inside my mamas house
Been real never had a doubt
Pockets fat I won't see a drought
Sister glad that I made it out
Who can I call when shii start going south
And I don't think they understand
I'd never thought I'd lose my dawg that wasn't part of the plan
I know that I had cut you off but you the one that forced my hand
I can't go back to where I started hell nah i'll be damned

Lords know I need to change, change, change
But they throw dirt all on my name, name, name
Tryna get my folks up out the projects
Definition of real one say baby i'm the concept
Trials & Tribulations feel like i'm losing the contest
All I ever ask for was love let's be honest