NOVACAINE (feat. Misfit Soto)

Turn on the music and I feel it inside of my soul
I never thought this world would be so cold
18 with no father to look up to so
The future looks dim cause there's no where else to go
I see no way out see this life is getting played out
It's the same oh shit day in and day out
Just got a job but they paying minimum wage now
How am I supposed to feed my family and pay this rent now
Eviction notices hoping that no one notices
But all they did was doubt me knowing nothing about me
Nothing ever given had to learn to go and take it
It's a million chances I probably won't make it
But that's a chance worth taking slowly losing my patients
Drinking away frustrations feeling broke and mistaken
Struggles and pain tomorrow's a brighter day
But today I'm feeling numb take me away with this Novacaine

Spitting on that Novacaine
On the Novacaine
Spitting on that Novacaine
Spitting on that Novacaine
On the Novacaine
Spitting on that Novacaine

Aye It's easy when you looking in
From the outside don't even know where to begin
See when you lose yourself you don't know how it feels to win
You taking god up out your life and letting demons in
And then you stuck talking bout what the fuck
Did I do to deserve this I been nearly perfect
No one around when you need em' and you hurting
And then your bitch left you so you feeling worthless
Spend your days crying and the whole time she lying
Going down in the DM with somebody you can't fight it
You pour your heart out and your life is on the rocks
Sending letters to a bitch to laugh about it with the ops
So oh no I do not believe in love no more
But I believe in 4 4s and you watching your tone
Nobody's perfect ya scared to be real
Your music is Novacaine shit I can't feel

Spitting on that Novacaine
On the Novacaine
Spitting on that Novacaine
Spitting on that Novacaine
On the Novacaine
Spitting on that Novacaine

You chasing dreams but live in this reality
So sad to see all they see is a happy me
But never took the time to look deep inside of you
Tired of two face backstabbers that lie to you
They used you for a better them and never you
Left in the rain with mountains of pain and misguided you
Troubles inside of me Solitary Society
Last of a dying breed you'll love me when I'm lying deep
All I want is distance somewhere to go escape
Somewhere far away free but he'll awaits
You suffocate with misery waisting all of your energy
Fighting demons and enemies whispering through this melody
Heavenly Father do you hear me when I call your name
I'm on my knees with tears all I can do is pray
Waiting for those better days to come my way
Immune to this pain paralyzed like Novacaine

Spitting on that Novacaine
On the Novacaine
Spitting on that Novacaine
Spitting on that Novacaine
On the Novacaine
Spitting on that Novacaine