Ain't My Fault

How often do you tell yourself
This is it
It's the last one
Pretty often huh

It's BMD
Yung Elttwo
King Grav
Grr
Geddit'

Ain't my fault
Gon' keep it on the low I'm hypnotized
I'm seeing black and white but you know that imma
Take one more
Fuck it, imma say what's on my mind I need a little time

Cause when I speak it's the real me
Trying to find some meaning
Writing down the words that I'm seeing
So I save my voice
Been a couple years I realized
Addicted to the vibe, addicted to the

(Listen)
See I told myself I'd never touch a cigarette at fourteen
Two years later, man was living off the nicotine
I ain't proud of that but I can say I'm almost done now
I only need the rush when I'm just trying to really come down

Man things went south, that's on my life, I couldn't believe it
But that's what you get when you're on stuff though you dreaming
It took a couple weeks and some nights without sleeping
But it made me who I am I ain't afraid to go leaping

See I thought I was a tough guy until I made my mama cry
For reasons she didn't wanna believe in man she was traumatized
Her only lucky son go down a path where all these people die
My thoughts control the way I write, my right hand is hypnotized

I can't even lie, I feel like Ali in his prime-time
I only just started I'm connecting like the Wi-fi
These people getting sour cuz I'm stealing all the limelight
I keep my shit simple but I'm mean for a nice guy

Ain't my fault
Gon' keep it on the low I'm hypnotized
I'm seeing black and white but you know that imma
Take one more
Fuck it imma say what's on my mind I need a little time

Cause when I speak it's the real me
Trying to find some meaning
Writing down the words that I'm seeing
So I save my voice
Been a couple years I realized
Addicted to the vibe, addicted to the

I want more money than I ever had sadness
Looking through the mirror, the definition of madness
Pessimism, my vision inside a casket
My abolition is my division in ransom

Blackness, I gaze in the dark, but my vision straight
Infinity gem, I snap, make your prism break
Beyond the clouds like I'm ozone, grow horns
Kingdom of the devil, and the crown missing all thorns

Yeah, that's a goddamn testament
All these demons in my head and they whispering
Hopping 'round my lab with no brain, I bring my dexter in
Young Dali, painting pictures, '97, bless the King

Toh ab hai jaari zindagi, yeh mera kaarwa
Khoj khudki roz, din pehla ho ya saatva
Maa ko hai ummeed mujhse bohot par mai jaanta
Ki sabko utna milta jitna kismat ke hisaab ka

Ain't my fault
Gon' keep it on the low I'm hypnotized
I'm seeing black and white but you know that imma
Take one more
Fuck it imma say what's on my mind I need a little time

Cause when I speak it's the real me
Trying to find some meaning
Writing down the words that I'm seeing
So I save my voice
Been a couple years I realized
Addicted to the vibe, addicted to the

(Check it)
Just got off call with my brodie, told me how he did some time
They lock the dealers with the killers, all he did was make us smile
See it be funny when we're watching it but that shit's real life
I know I ain't fuckin' ready, free the herb, free the guys

Lately I've been speaking to these beats more than people
On my fuck-shit for a while, till it turned into a sequence
See I feel you, I can say what say I want, you may not believe it
But its calm, I got people who can see it how I see it

That's enough for me (that's enough)
Don't take no jump for me (nah)
These fuckin' tunes come from work and 'lotta fuckery
I might just pack another hit, you see my lungs don't sleep
I could be rapping or I'm toking I want more from me

(Bitch I) I want it all from me
(Boy I) I want the Gods to see
Everyone who tried to fuck me over know the cost of me
Rollin' up a spliff just so I can see the dots complete
Then I roll another one to put my fuckin' thoughts to sleep
(It's BM fuckin' D motherfucker)

Ain't my fault
Gon' keep it on the low I'm hypnotized
I'm seeing black and white but you know that imma
Take one more
Fuck it imma say what's on my mind I need a little time

Cause when I speak it's the real me
Trying to find some meaning
Writing down the words that I'm seeing
So I save my voice
Been a couple years I realized
Addicted to the vibe, addicted to the



Credits
Writer(s): Elton Dsouza
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