Changing Is Not Fun

I don't care if you don't like it
This is who I am
And I can drop and keep on dropping
That beat all over everyday
Once again they ask for change
Another day in the prison I'm caged in
So I can get away
This's the shit that I'm facing
All these fake-ass people asking for favors
They only want me to be like them
And their fake-ass neighbors
I've been saying it for ages
And they don't understand
That I don't give a fuck about the shit that they say
It doesn't affect me today
Another one comes along
Tells me I'm too fat, I'm too small
I don't have what's needed, I don't have the material
Fuck you all
Looking for a sunshine (Searching for)
Searching on your smile
I don't know if you know me
(I don't know) At all
But I know who you are (Yeah)
And I really used to be like those little kids
Looking for approval of everything they do
All of this shit till they get old
And realize this shit
These kids, they never knew the world would be like this
You never see it coming
The world, it fucks,
You pitch "Everybody at some point's
Gonna know what it is
To be on the top of this shit
And then on the lowest"
And "I'm not sure if you understand
But I can tell you this
If you want something in your life
Then fucking work hard for it"
And "There's gonna be the assholes
Who'll tell you all you do is wrong
And that you should change your own thoughts"
Ain't nobody gonna tell me how I should do my stuff
That I fucking do with passion
That I fucking do with love
Looking for a daylight
A reason to be bright (I guess I wanna shine)
And this is all confusing
(I don't know, I don't know)
And I only wonder why
(I just wonder why)
And I only wonder why
You look at me like that
You say I'm a fucking disgrace
And I tell you what
Bitch you don't know me
You don't know my story
You don't know what I've been through
You don't know what it takes to take the glory
You don't know shit
You just criticize everyone with everything they make
But fucking go ahead and do it yourself
And I never been on the top but I still
Know that I want to and I will
See, this is a game about will
And if you really want it you can really get it
For real, for so damn long I've been out here on my own
I'm supposed to know what the fuck to do
I never knew that this shit would be so damn fucking cruel
Everyone should know that
I'm as much as good as bad
(So are we all)
And know that I'm human
(I'm not perfect)
So won't you please relax
(Come on)
You say you wanted change
But anyway it was wrong
I was being myself
And you just gave a fuck
Now I'm just no one
What I've become?
You want me to change
And changing is not fun