Churning

Haven't even been around long but that end goal seems blurrier
Hoping that my message comes but I haven't met my courier
Mental still banged up, yeah, should've addressed that earlier
Somehow still play it cool
Ain't never been no worrier

Still going in for some reason
Gotta feeling like Fergie, know it's all still early
I ain't even touch thirty, no
I ain't ever done dirty, well
High school got in trouble once, but don't consider me troublesome
Ask Ernie
Uh

He coming to the top with me
Really been through a lot with me
Told the crew I'll retire us
Come riding on a yacht with me
27 years down, years left prolly got around 60
Wanna make sure everyone's got a bang in it like Chiddy

Lens still not focusing, that lane still not open yet
Also got a whole bunch on the inside I'm not coping with
Tell myself it's the home stretch just a little longer gotta hold it in
But truthfully, I can't tell you that I know it is
But I hope it is

Gotta keep working even when it's not working
Seems near impossible when I'm my own deterrent
Don't know much but one thing remains certain
I'm a keep moving, I'm a keep churning
Narrate my life similar to Tyler Durden
Still gotta figure out just who this nerd is
Don't know much but one thing remains certain
I'm a keep moving, I'm a keep churning

Whole lot I'm still processing
Hard to see what the progress is
Even when I'm moving forward
That plank below and I'm walking it
Remind myself 3 years ago working 9-5 in marketing
Sacked up, and I took a shot, now I decide how that target hit

Seriously
Don't take it seriously
Don't think about it
It's not that eerie
Like to joke from time to time, ask anybody who near me
But this a whole other side of me, that's not quite as endearing

And got a few who reached out
Just to say that they love it
Everything that I'm doing made them think twice and say fuck it
Could stop tomorrow knowing that I made an impact
But why the hell would I do that, whole lotta shit still untapped

Don't know why but I love rap
It's part of me like an artery
My catalog like an artifact
My videos at the heart of that
Got to check on 'em to remind myself where I started at
But I'm done waiting
Stuart's here and he's taking over
Make 'em wonder where Charlie at

Got to keep working even when it's not working
Seems near impossible when I'm my own deterrent
Don't know much but one thing remains certain
I'm a keep moving, I'm a keep churning
Narrate my life similar to Tyler Durden
Still gotta figure out just who this nerd is
Don't know much but one thing remains certain
I'm a keep moving, I'm a keep churning



Credits
Writer(s): Charlie Glynn
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