In the Darkness (Single Edit)

I hail from a land of bitter cold
Where relentless snow, tends to match my weathered soul
In the state of lies these are the days of lullabies
Where these scheming sleeping people waste their days, waiting to die
And me?
Finding redemption in my symphonies
This fallen angels calling as it fell south brought about this misery
Pleading the need for change upon an altar of wasted energy
Darkness snuffed the fire till the eclipse was my worst enemy now i'm
Searching for my light that if I remember right
Used to shine so bright that it could be aligned with the stars in the night
Raised by wizards and demons alike
The line between a godly decree and what my earthly eyes desire
Keeps me in purgatory mostly
Its a constant state of chaos
Leaching, feeding off my energy, my altruistic tendencies
Connecting my astrologies apollo shines his light on me
But still I laid my claim upon a life of recidivity
I always have more to say when theres nothing left to be said
Impossible situations and their outcomes run through my head While in bed with abominable behavior that I swore I left for dead
Till the demons that I slayed become my only friends
Again

I'll literally sever every connection to anybody thats ever hindered me
Cut ties with all possessions, im seeking wisdom peace and clarity
Charity, sunshine for this rainy mind is a rarity
Mental disparity makes this divergence all more necessary Curing this darkness as I kill it like a virus
As my light entices vices to disappear just like my iris
When I stare into the fire
Same one thats raging in my soul
Like infernos in the wild that burn out of control
Some are so content doing nothing with their time
Accursed with chronophobia and aware of the shortness of our lives
I'll plan on living forever
Transparent human legacies
Were all from dust but callow doesn't fit into my effigy!
Neglecting me
While circling my symmetry
Evidence the path we forge is stronger than a destiny
My peace was never meant to be this fire burns until I sing
An ensign for others who think its to late for their prophecy
Dark periods of my history were teaching me with misery
You should only conjure darkness if your light can measure equally
Clairvoyant to the point it, completely took control and
Annihilates my mind for every second I let pass me by