Spoil (Single Version)

You are the only thing I like about me
I'm not an overly dramatic person
I like to say what's on my mind
You are the only one invited when I
Jump off the roof into oblivion
You called but all I had to say

I don't know how to stop myself
I don't want to try
I don't like to think about the things that make me cry
And I don't how to stop myself
But I don't want to try
I promise I won't spoil the surprise

I'm tired of focusing on what's around me
Surviving only for another person
It's all just acting anyway

I don't know how to stop myself
I don't want to try
I don't like to think about the things that make me cry
And I don't how to stop myself
But I don't want to try
I promise I won't spoil the surprise

Let it wash me away
(It's not too late to make a change)
I've got a lot of things I've not been fixing
(It's ok to get assistance)
It gets hotter every day
(Nothing has to stay the same)
What friend am I if I'm increasingly distant
(There are things in life that aren't worth missing)
Let it fall into place
(It's not too late to make a change)
I've got a lot to say but I don't listen
(You can talk without permission)
I'm getting colder every day
(For things to grow it needs to rain)
I'll think about it when I'm not so busy
(Not so busy)

Look how I evaded
The hoops that I created
The mountains of the minutes
From hours that I concentrated
How I deviated
The power in my brain
Turning struggling into sound
As the trouble leaves my mouth
Leave my bubble for a day
Find another place to stay
Be it somewhere far away
Or a picture in its frame
It's all moving just the same
It's the sunlight in a cave
It's the feeling of unlocking
The feelings that you caged
I know
Someday I will make it and
Someday I'll be famous or
Someday I'll be playing in
Someone else's basement but
Somewhere down the line I know
Somehow I'll be fine it's just
Some things take their time so
I'll be ready waiting in line