Psychosis
It's nine fifteen
All that's running through my head in this moment
Is how I'm still floating in this deep dark ocean
Is how I claim, I'm fine
But deep inside, I'm broken
Is how many damn times, I would sweep the damn moments
Under all my rugs, cause I swear I couldn't cope it
Twelve years later, I am swimming in commotion
Twelve years later, I am sitting cold and frozen
This must be the consequence to thinking that you're chosen
I wrote this, for anyone whose hoping
That dreams could be reality but lately, they've been soaking
In the damn waves that been pushing fucking pulling
And sitting in the rain that brought nothing but emotions
I'm spoken
I showed this to my mom so she could notice
That ever since Josh passed away, my heart and soul is
Slowly decomposing
I'm popping Ibuprofen
And praying that the potion is posing till' I'm woken
I'm going, with the flow that keeps on flowing
No slowing down a life that's tryna stay steady sloping
Love is what's above, no pun to oxytocin
Life is just a loop, so I'm buffering and loading
Exposing, any light that keeps on showing
Cause part of me feels, like I'm no good at controlling
So I just sit hopeless, and try to reap-roach it
Cause nothing is forever, at some point you keep on growing
I'm joking
Not everyones heroic
The ones up at the top, live a life while they are choking
Tryna grasp for air, like they lived a decade smoking
And now the worlds wondering, why the towels thrown in
That's the definition of a person who was broken
A person who was hurting, but stayed so damn unspoken
A person who was tryna find their way through their devotion
But everyone saw them as a crazy ass explosion
So note this
Cause I could state a couple quotes and
Words and definitions from before my head was stolen
Phrases, maybe pictures, I could show a couple moments
From way before all these open doors started closing
Composing, all my concentrated focus
Split my hollow head open, like my name was Moses
Take my damaged brain and I run some diagnosis
I'm living in a dream, come to find out, it's pyschosis
All that's running through my head in this moment
Is how I'm still floating in this deep dark ocean
Is how I claim, I'm fine
But deep inside, I'm broken
Is how many damn times, I would sweep the damn moments
Under all my rugs, cause I swear I couldn't cope it
Twelve years later, I am swimming in commotion
Twelve years later, I am sitting cold and frozen
This must be the consequence to thinking that you're chosen
I wrote this, for anyone whose hoping
That dreams could be reality but lately, they've been soaking
In the damn waves that been pushing fucking pulling
And sitting in the rain that brought nothing but emotions
I'm spoken
I showed this to my mom so she could notice
That ever since Josh passed away, my heart and soul is
Slowly decomposing
I'm popping Ibuprofen
And praying that the potion is posing till' I'm woken
I'm going, with the flow that keeps on flowing
No slowing down a life that's tryna stay steady sloping
Love is what's above, no pun to oxytocin
Life is just a loop, so I'm buffering and loading
Exposing, any light that keeps on showing
Cause part of me feels, like I'm no good at controlling
So I just sit hopeless, and try to reap-roach it
Cause nothing is forever, at some point you keep on growing
I'm joking
Not everyones heroic
The ones up at the top, live a life while they are choking
Tryna grasp for air, like they lived a decade smoking
And now the worlds wondering, why the towels thrown in
That's the definition of a person who was broken
A person who was hurting, but stayed so damn unspoken
A person who was tryna find their way through their devotion
But everyone saw them as a crazy ass explosion
So note this
Cause I could state a couple quotes and
Words and definitions from before my head was stolen
Phrases, maybe pictures, I could show a couple moments
From way before all these open doors started closing
Composing, all my concentrated focus
Split my hollow head open, like my name was Moses
Take my damaged brain and I run some diagnosis
I'm living in a dream, come to find out, it's pyschosis
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Writer(s): Luke Wiemer
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