Drop the Roses, Run Away (Instrumental)

So it's two minutes after I just turned 20 years old and I am already losing it
I am tripping, there is no way I am twenty
Uh wow, I really don't know what to say
I didn't think we'd make it this far
Maybe I'll put this in a song you know (One take)

Stuck in writers block with a lack of motivation
Cause I'm sick of writing songs and sick of serving food to strangers
So I might just go away and take a break or a vacation
Cause I'm way over y'all talking throwing shit on my reputation
Yo I be writing daily but each song is about girls
Tryna change my rhythm back to that inspo and that hope
If I doin' this for life yo I need a better method
Than grinding all week and throwing parties on the weekend
So I sayin' goodbye to the now old me
And I'm starting over fresh a new name and destiny

Yo I dropped the roses and I ran away
From the high school drama and the bad grades
Got to build a life, make music all day
I dropped the roses and I ran a

Funny enough, people didn't leave me alone
You wouldn't believe how many fans slid in my DM's
Felt like whatever I made just kept getting flamed
But mostly from people I didn't know
That never bothered me the way that it should
If you listen to my music, well, we're good
Turned my whole goal into turning people's heads
Look where that got me, I'm not a pedophile no I'm just Adam Blad
I know I've said some things I never should've had
I've done a couple things, but nothing that bad
Truth is we all make mistakes, but with me that's all you see
What I'm asking for is you to get to know the real me
Take it back to freshman year, I got in two fights, and won one
I've always had a thing for drama and getting in trouble

I dropped the roses and I ran away
Now I'm doing that with the reputation I made
All I really want is a chance to explain
I'll drop the roses and I'll run away

So yeah, I was friends with some freshmen in high school
I don't know what I'm tryna say
I been have writers block for like two and a half days
And whenever I try to write motivation it just turns back to songs about women
I just wanna say that I'm sorry that you were offended
But I'm just not the person you think I am
I'm just Adam Blad, I'm not a pedophile I'm just friends with the fans
Okay? I don't get a break, ever ever get a break

I'm dropping the roses that have started to decay
And replacing them with new morals and some maturity
No more acting like I'm still stuck in 10th grade
Drop the roses and I'll run away
Yo don't know where we go from here but know I can't stay
Call me Levi Canción do we like the new name?
Oh it's about time I did something crazy
Drop the roses and run away...