i hate this feeling

Yeah
Finish up my homework then I write another song
Why does everybody hate me? Swear that I did nothing wrong
Got like 20 messages every time I check my phone
But I will never answer them, I hate this feeling it's getting old

Try to tell me that I'm not ok
But can't you see the smile that's plastered on my face
Like come over sometime and find me dead at my place
I'm sipping on this coffee praying that this pain would go away

The solitude is nice but I'm sick of being alone
Walked a million miles on a path they call the lonely road
Pondering my consciences, the deepest part of my soul
But hey I'm just a kid, so what do I really know

Finish up my homework then I write another song
Why does everybody hate me? Swear that I did nothing wrong
Got like 20 messages every time I check my phone
But I will never answer them, I hate this feeling it's getting old

I hate this feeling, feeling horrible is getting old
I'm losing meaning, meaning everything is seeming horrible
I'm conceited, seated at a table undesirable
I know that she could ruin me because she's so adorable

I fall asleep and I see images of violence
I see a side of me incite a riot
Swear my head is never quiet
I'm craving death, it tries to overtake my fear of dying
I'll just go to bed so hopefully, I can stop fucking crying

I hate this feeling that I feel whenever I open up my eyes
And now my lungs have started hurting as a result from getting high
It gets tiring when you always just feel like you could die
Now I'm breaking down again, just for today is the third time

Finish up my homework then I write another song
Why does everybody hate me? Swear that I did nothing wrong
Got like 20 messages every time I check my phone
But I will never answer them, I hate this feeling it's getting old

It's getting old, I'm growing old and I don't know if I could stay
Every time you look my way, I just turn and look away
I don't know if I could stay in this place
With this feeling that I hate and it won't go away yeah

Yeah my voice is sounding stupid and my grades are going down
Everybody else around hating me I feel the frown
On my face yeah, I'm a waste yeah
Telling everyone I might just take a break yeah

I finish up my homework then I go and cry alone
Everybody hating me and so I walk the lonely road
I got like 20 messages every time I check my phone
But that's not quite reality, I hate this feeling it's getting old

Finish up my homework then I write another song
Why does everybody hate me? Swear that I did nothing wrong
Got like 20 messages every time? I check my phone
But I will never answer them, I hate this feeling it's getting old

Finish up my homework then I write another song
Why does everybody hate me? Swear that I did nothing wrong
Got like 20 messages every time I check my phone
But I will never answer them, I hate this feeling it's getting old