Losses.

Yeah
Send my songs to my brothers
They gone tell me the truth
Even as a little kid I inspired the youth
Sipping from the fountain of youth
I bathe in it to
In my prime feeling better
I got nothing to lose
Loose screws getting screwed
Like a slut in some boots
Demons shaking in they boots
Can't let them get in my shoes
Constant battles in my heads
But never calling a truce
Took a loss I never meant to
Listen to the struggles that I been through
I had to clear the air
Once I found someone to vent to
Description different breed not a shih tzu
Doggy dog world living that
Cold world where my jacket at
Devil keep on fucking with the thermostat
My friends gone always get a lot of me
My haters mad because they got to be
I saw my momma working hard
To keep us out of poverty
They say your blood thicker than water
And love is richer than the lottery
Whoever tell me different
Trying to lie to me
Niggah

Listen

Hardships couldn't take it
A lot of shit left me jaded
Not a clue on where my life was going
Got addicted feeling faded
Of course I hid it far away from existence
All my fire and desire turned to an ambition
I'm a ride before I die
Really different nowadays
Cause when you die
Is when they claim they ride
Stuck inside is shit I can't explain
Watch it overflow just like my tears Walking in the rain
The fuck is love my heart is turning
Purple
Prince can bring the rain
Trapped a box but I don't know how I got in
I made mistakes that I just can't erase
I wrote them with a pen
It's depression in the air tonight
I'm suffocating I can't breath
I'm putting up a fight
But life is winning it won't take defeat
I try to be discrete
But its so many possibilities
I right back where I started
Pray to God that it don't finish me
Who do you want me to be
The question ain't rhetorical
I'm asking so somebody speak
I can't see what they see in me
Two eyes never tell a lie
But if they did I ain't surprised
I stay lowkey behind the scenes
When they want me to televise
Unprepared is what I always am
I'm fast enough to improvise