Why'd You Break Up With Me While I Was At My Grandma's House? / What You Did To Me (Demo)

You should have slaughtered me through the telephone
I wanted to hear the music of your voice
Before you slammed the door and left me alone
Why'd you promise that you'd stay?

Late nights are getting so much colder
My eyes are going to pop out
My wrinkles prove I'm older
So why am I so devout
To you

Honestly, it's over now
You've had your chance to run around
Get your sorry face out of town
You've already done enough

Now you've moved on to someone older
An idealized version of who you want
I don't blame you, I saw what you see in him
I'll block you both anyway

Why are you spreading rumors to all your friends
When loving you with all I had was my intent?
I never hated you, I never will
Even after all you've done

Honestly, it's over now
You've had your chance to run around
Get your sorry face out of town
You've already done enough

This is what you did to me
You buried me in a time of misery
Yea, you only made things worse
It's funny how I thought you'd make things right
Why'd you have to waste my parent's
money on hiring a therapist
If I reach those heavenly gates
It'll be the day I'll never see your face

You can't take back melancholy
The cuts on my arm are spelling out your name
6 months gone
I'll never get them back

You can't take back melancholy
The cuts on my arm are spelling out your name
6 months gone
I'll never get them back

You can't take back melancholy
(But I'll try anyway)
The cuts on my arm are spelling out your name
(To numb myself from the pain)
6 months gone
I'll never get them back
(I'll get them back. I'll get them back some way)

You can't take back melancholy
(But I'll try anyway)
The cuts on my arm are spelling out your name
(To numb myself from the pain)
6 months gone
I'll never get them back
(I'll get them back. I'll get them back one day)

Honestly, it's over now
You've had your chance to run around
If you see my name on headline news, you'll know you've done enough