Paranoid

Why am I so paranoid, why am I awake?
I know this shit could kill me, its a chance I'm gonna take
They talk behind my back, man, I won't share the rack
When it comes to fakes, shit, imma turn my back
Why am I so paranoid, why am I awake?
I know this shit could kill me, its a chance I'm gonna take
They talk behind my back, man, I won't share the rack
When it comes to fakes, shit, imma turn my back
Couldn't help but notice that you take more than you give
Damn you stress me out, fuck, imma down a fifth
Know you won't stick around
Need to sleep but I can't lay down
Friends turn on me, I'm in town
They can't stand me, put me down
Tried so hard to fuckin heal
Life is shit man, what's the deal?
I dont give a fuck, lemme tell you something
I hate the man that I am becoming
Can't go back in time, nah, I can't change a thing
If I see your face again, imma have to swing
Trust no one and hide your flaws
Don't hate me, I'm not the cause
Life gets hard and shit gets real
No emotions, I can't feel
Fear of the cops because they catching all my brothers
Never know who's a friend or who's undercover
Growing up was hard, I was hated by my mother
Happiness was absent, I had to rediscover
Dug myself a hole, now I'm buried alive
Odds are against me but I've gotta survive
I just gotta survive so I'm takin my time
Shit got hard so I wrote it in my rhymes
A different kind of word, that's what I gotta spread
Always knew I needed it so I got the bread
All y'all want me dead so imma grind 'til i make it
Know that true love is real so don't fucking fake it
She's the reason I can't trust
Paranoid, my life's a bust
Lack of love is what it was
Now my past is in the dust
Now my past is in the dust, yeah
Why am I so paranoid, why am I awake?
I know this shit could kill me, its a chance I'm gonna take
They talk behind my back, man, I won't share the rack
When it comes to fakes, shit, imma turn my back
Why am I so paranoid, why am I awake?
I know this shit could kill me, its a chance I'm gonna take
They talk behind my back, man, I won't share the rack
When it comes to fakes, shit, imma turn my back
Why am I so paranoid, why am I awake?
I know this shit could kill me, its a chance I'm gonna take
They talk behind my back, man, I won't share the rack
When it comes to fakes, shit, imma turn my back



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Writer(s): Archer Hicks Andrade-johnson
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