If Time Is Irrelevant, Why Do I Have a Watch?

I open my eyes
Sometimes I can't even tell where I am
I can't see the ground in front of me
I couldn't tell you where I stand
I've taken every shot that I could not see
And still didn't stand a chance
Cloudy skies and winds of change can see I haven't moved from a glance

And I've thrown away my youth, it slipped through my

I let the time slip through my hands
I've got no foresight because I got lost in my plans
And I know, I know
There's nowhere left for me to go
Endlessly moving forward
Will I ever find my way home?

I'll go so far away alone
An endless searching for a place to call my own

I know I see the good in everything
But what does everybody see in me?
I feel so hollowed out now
I've been turned inside out now
But what does everybody see in me?
(Ohh)

I let the time slip through my hands
I've got no foresight because I got lost in my plans
And I know, I know
There's nowhere left for me to go
Endlessly moving forward
Will I ever find my way home?

Where will I go?
Where will I go at the end of these times forsaken?
Forgotten and left behind like I always would
Forgotten and left behind in this world that I hate
Please help me get back to my feet
Where will I go when the clock runs out of time for me?
Forgotten and left behind