hyperactive mind of mine

Wanna run, I wanna hide, punch something in the face
Punch a fucking mirror 'till I'm broke-
Can't fix myself, I'm shattered in space
Stressing out, leave me out, why can't I escape
Though these words are free, I'm in my head
I'm stuck in this place

My minds overflowing
Can't hear myself think
So I'll drown out thoughts w music
'Cause I don't wanna deal with it
I'm overthinking all too much, caring 'bout it way too much
Fuck the system, what's self worth?
I'm in despair
But I swear I'll get my shit together - next year
Too much thinking, too much thinking
Don't wanna hear my thoughts
Keep running 'round inside my head while I'm tryna focus on important stuff
I can't tell it to shut up ah what's the point of trying?
Try to kill them all with my pen but my negative self-talk's still thriving
So I just keep sitting here knowing exactly what to do
But I just can't seem to focus
Fuck I'm screwed
Self-sabotaged doom
How to break the habits? I don't know, do you?
Maybe I'll find a therapist
Ah I'll that soon
Cuz fighting my own thoughts and feelings just so time consuming
Even when I find a way
The maze changes yeah it's moving
I'm trying to go easy on myself
Like I am with everybody else
But I, I can't
I can't do it anymore

Uhh hey I'm calling to book an appointment here?
Uh yeah sure, I'll hold



Credits
Writer(s): Tracy Tran
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