Waves

And it's all on my shoulders not waiting on a Wishing well
Can't tell me when it's over
I'm making waves don't need your help

I would like to thank the young me
Back when nobody loved me
They said rap was only for dummies
Face the fact you'll never become thee one Luke Gawne
They were wrong
Years later still I'm hungry
Stomach aches in my tummy
Been through pain it became ugly but overcame it all
Though I will swallow a whole pill bottle feeling real hollow
Still wallow in a lil sorrow need to chill out
I really think I'm bout to hit lotto cause I'm ill
And my skill probably made a quarter mill amount of bills, commas
But until momma get a crib in the Caribbean
I will use will power started from the hill bottom
Still wanna make it to the big mountain kill countin'
Every beat shred and leave falling like Twin Towers
Shit's about to readily
Get ugly
I could give a fuck about pedigree
I don't wanna ever see
Anyone claiming that they're ahead of me
Especially when my limit is sky
I vibe with the pen and turn the paper to tie-dye
The lyrical drive by
I'll probably end up taking like nine lives
Thinking about the murders I committed in hindsight
Yeah time flies when you stack bars like wifi
Till the day I fall I'll be hated by all in this game
But I made the call to stay involved and never take a loss
When they break my balls I rather bite your ugly faces off
Like K9 dogs with gator jaws and 8-inch claws
Them rabies paws about to leave em' in a grave that's made
For you to lay and stay I pray for the day
Where I can say I proved em' wrong

And it's all on my shoulders
Not waiting on a Wishing well
Can't tell me when it's over
I'm making waves don't need your help
I'm changing I just can't be caged in
Try to tear you down when you're Poppin but it still feels amazing
Still feels amazing thank God I'm changing

I was down for the count and stressing out about money
My bank account was empty couldn't count my blessings
When I didn't have nothing I was down to decimals
Sounding desperate getting killed by the credit card bills
Ten thousand extra steady drowned in debt
From putting out the records
What you know about under pressure
No fun when the bill collector comes to get ya
But I overcame like Hov had to show this game
That I'm cold till they know my name, dang!
I was just a little kid growing up
Scribbling rhymes in my notes every day
How the fuck I made it up out of that place
Cause yes I had dreams
But it never seemed
That I could achieve
What I wanna be
Cause everybody's telling me that I'd never reach that level
But I hit the gas pedal rap fellow though I never set out to be wack
Hell no I don't act mellow cause I'm transcendental
When I get up on the track hello I will smash rap like jello
Till it's scrap metal cast spells like a wicked witch
With a black kettle that yellow brick road path
That'll lead me to actual better days
Started from the bottom but got up
Now me and Atlus making HELLA WAVES!

And it's all on my shoulders
Not waiting on a Wishing well
Can't tell me when it's over
I'm making waves don't need your help
I'm changing I just can't be caged in
Try to tear you down when you're Poppin but it still feels amazing
Still feels amazing thank God I'm changing