Souk Rassi

I work everyday like rent is due
Except for the days I procrastinate, I'm blue
Can't get them to like me but they don't like themselves
And being sad get old
Truth being told

I'm what I am foremost what I chose to be
I can change if I want that's the reality
I'm getting kinda tired of this self hating track
That's on loop since I've been back

And I and I'm kinda feeling myself
I'm still kinda sad but I kinda don't care
For once for once I'm not wishing to be her
I think I'm letting go of how things were

I'm not gonna make you look good anymore
I've learned that no one should be put on a pedestal

When choose yourself it's lonely road
People say they want your best but they want you controlled
You're lazy and you don't work hard
You know that you'll never make it far
You're jealous and you hate yourself
For being everything you hate

And I and I'm kinda feeling myself
I'm still kinda sad but I kinda don't care
For once for once I'm not wishing to be her
I think I'm letting go of how things were

I'm not gonna make you look good anymore
I've learned that no one should be on a pedestal
I'm not gonna make you look good anymore
I've learned that no one gets to ever make me feel small