Locked In

(Ohhh, oh, oh)
(Oh, oh, oh)
(Oh, whoa, oh)
(Oh, oh)

Gotta stop acting like love is an option (love is an option)
A natural feeling
That i can't seem to stop (can't seem to stop)
Can't put a price on it
Not even the finest watches (even the finest watches)
Ain't no going back when i'm truly locked in

Honestly i'd rather have no emotions
Cold from the jump, i wouldn't be broken
I was a book and i used to be open
All of my thoughts i already exposed it
I got attached and i paid the price
1, 2, 3 many times
Grieving by blocking myself from the light
Heartbreak and death they live in my mind
AIn't no telling who gon' leave today (whoa)
Just hope i don't lead the way
Used to wanna take that leap of faith (okay)
Used to wanna be deceased for days
Late nights seen my momma cry
Fall on her knees I seen her pray
I thought the better i held my emotions
Inside me one day they would go away
I been dodging, the therapy knocking
I don't wanna step foot in that office
Tired of talking
I'm tryna put bread in my pocket
I'll bury the feelings, i lost it
Therapy what is the profit in it (profit in it)
Sitting there with them
And tossing feelings (tossing feelings)
Rather just shut up and
Block my sentence (block my sentence)
Then i don't gotta get off my business
Whoa
The wave of tears
The wave of guilt
It hit like whoa
All the days i waste the time i spent
It hit like whoa
The stress i'm tired of all this shit
It hit like whoa
I swear the plan was not like this
I gotta find (find the key)
Gotta unlock my mind
Know some friends that died
Late night ain't even cry
You could just give me sign of approval
A "hey" and i'll be surprised
Always expecting the worst
Can't show my emotion
I'm desensitized

Gotta stop acting like love is an option
A natural feeling that i can't seem to stop
Can' t put a price on it not even the finest watches
Ain't no going back when i'm truly locked in

Find all them lost sins
Looking back i can't decide it's worth it
Dangerous roads and i thought i was surfing
Shit is so crazy like yeat with a turban
Shrinking my circle tat shit wasn't perfect
When the reality hit there's no mercy
Shaking my bones my body was jerking
Growing i know i'm still learning
I k ow that i'm growing but i'm not a toddler
When you address me you say that shit proper
I shouldn't have to ask for my respect
But niggas who reckless think they'll stop me
Putting up 30, you not on the roster
Getting no action you really just talking
Internet warrior, twitter you clock in
Ain't worried bout shit gotta lock in

Gotta stop acting like love is an option
A natural feeling that i can't seem to stop
Can't put a price on it not even the finest watches
Ain't no going back when i'm truly locked in