Be Someone (Live)

Y'know, when I was younger I was never really shit
Still ain't
But now's my chance
I gotta do something

I was livin' in the city, ain't nowhere to go
Why the hell my life so shitty? I was losin' hope
All the ladies they were pretty but they sayin' no
To 'em I ain't worth a penny ain't no room for growth
Dudes at my school they ain't fuckin' with the crew
Losin' my cool but I ain't know what to do
Who can I fool if I switch my attitude?
Blue ain't the move if I'm just tryna improve man

I ain't gonna be no one
I ain't gonna be no one
I ain't gonna be no one
I ain't gonna be no one

I was tryna find my worth
I was startin' from the dirt
Homie chillin' with the worms
Tryna be like Captain Kirk
Can't be with the dope fiends
All they did was smoke trees
Pretend to be low key
Peter Griffin phony
Take a step back again
Triple X to tentacion
I ain't really got no friends
Nobody with me 'til the end
Maybe the drugs will help
Me stop battlin' with myself
Damagin' mental health
Makin' me live in mental hell, damn

I'm just tryna be someone
I'm just tryna be someone
I'm just tryna be someone
I'm just tryna be someone

Almost took my own damn life
Off the bridge I was boutta dive
Lucky the homie noticed my strife
Brodie the reason that I'm still alive
Brought me to the mental hospital, I was stuck
Like a bug on the windshield of a truck
Ain't no Pokemon but my brain was in the muck
Only way to get out was to learn my life don't suck

Maybe I can be someone
Maybe I can be someone
Maybe I can be someone
Maybe I can be someone

Got me out of the can
"Mom you proud?" "Yes I am"
Had my doubts of the plan
Mind was shrouded by meds
Get me out of the sand
Head was down, ostrich man
Meds around, I was dead
Throw 'em out now I can
Finally live my life the way I wanted to, yes!
Got the motivation to get up outta bed
Talkin' to the fam and you won't guess what they said
"You love music so much maybe it's time to invest man"

It's my time to be someone
It's my time to be someone
It's my time to be someone
It's my time to be someone

Got my started writin' rhymes
That feelin' is so divine
I'ma put all my cryin'
In the mic that I confide
All those guys I idolize
Dirty nasty suicide
I'ma be right by their side
I just need to take my time
In this rap shit
Baby I'ma make a smash hit
Ain't no actin'
I'm gon' be the games Brad Pitt
Camera's flashin'
Hot dog contest this a fat win
Always practice
Can't believe this finally happened

Finally I can be someone
Finally I can be someone
Finally I can be someone
Finally I can be someone

Yo I can finally live my dream and make music yo
It's- it's unreal
But all I got to say is
Now's my time